tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-43900479938728715532023-11-16T04:59:31.739-08:00never enougha quest for the perfect oblivionShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.comBlogger64125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-48494670505912369102011-05-02T11:19:00.000-07:002011-05-02T11:19:50.900-07:00HelloIts been something like 6 months sense I last posted. I doubt I'll ever post after this. I'm moving on with my life. At least I'm trying too. I weigh 110 pounds. And I'm HAPPY with every single pound of it. I'm graduating high school early after this summer I'll only be in high school for 4 months. Then I'm free from school. After that I'm moving to Sweden to live with my uncle, and become a live in nanny. Life is good, its hard, a constant struggle, but still good. I just wanted to leave this last post letting anyone who might drop by know that I'm safe, and healthy. And getting on with my life.<br />
I know its hard, to eat. But life is so much better now. I'd never try to preach to you, or force you into anything. when your read know that it will be hard, but its worth it. To live! Please my beautiful ladys, don't waste your precious lives. I love every one of you, because your so strong. And so brave, and so beautiful!<br />
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Live your life for you, and be happy for you!<br />
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Do whats best for YOU!<br />
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Love SShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-46297870906999886652011-01-16T18:11:00.001-08:002011-01-16T18:12:25.454-08:00never enough, a new mea great girl and one of my favorite bloggers suggest making a new blog for the new me. and i love the idea so girls come over to my new blog. its not going to be a pro ana blog its going to be a recovery blog.<br />
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<a href="http://neverenough-a-newme.blogspot.com/2011/01/new-me.html">http://neverenough-a-newme.blogspot.com/2011/01/new-me.html</a><br />
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and i just want to say thank you to all the girls and good friends who commented on my last post you girls reminded me why i loved blogger so much. i love you girls thank you<br />
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xoxo SShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-10349652682389177672011-01-15T22:04:00.000-08:002011-01-15T22:04:58.122-08:00to longi've been gone for to long. i've been trying to do a lot in my life. i've been trying to be healthy and do good for my self. that is why i have been gone for a long time. i'm not sure why i'm posting this i doubt anyone cares about this blog. and truthfully i feel i've lost my will to write in here. i'm forcing every word, grasping and sentiences that dont even fell like mine. so i went to another treatment, spent Christmas away. and cried more than i though i could. at the moment i feel i was worth the pain, but in a week or two i mite feel differently. i'm fat to my standers skinny to others. 108.31 pounds and counting every day. i eat 4 meals and 2 snacks a day. i hate every bite. but i'm good. and felt like i needed to say this so anyone who cared(i doubt there is any) would know. so now you know and i know i feel like i have nothing to say. i mite post some more soon but i find it hard to keep writing here. it reminds me of when i am very bad and very sick.<br />
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well thats all i guess. and i love you girls that helped me through the hard days, i love you and i'm sorry i abandoned you<br />
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lots of love SShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-86248307919230142902010-11-22T23:44:00.000-08:002010-11-23T00:08:19.951-08:00I'm well<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">Me? Well I'm well.</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"><br style="background-attachment: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: transparent !important; background-image: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; border-bottom-width: 0px !important; border-color: initial !important; border-left-width: 0px !important; border-right-width: 0px !important; border-style: initial !important; border-top-width: 0px !important;" /></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">Well I mean I'm in hell.</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"><br style="background-attachment: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: transparent !important; background-image: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; border-bottom-width: 0px !important; border-color: initial !important; border-left-width: 0px !important; border-right-width: 0px !important; border-style: initial !important; border-top-width: 0px !important;" /></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">Well, I still have my health.</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"><br style="background-attachment: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: transparent !important; background-image: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; border-bottom-width: 0px !important; border-color: initial !important; border-left-width: 0px !important; border-right-width: 0px !important; border-style: initial !important; border-top-width: 0px !important;" /></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><sub style="background-attachment: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: transparent !important; background-image: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; border-bottom-width: 0px !important; border-color: initial !important; border-left-width: 0px !important; border-right-width: 0px !important; border-style: initial !important; border-top-width: 0px !important;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><sub style="background-attachment: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: transparent !important; background-image: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; border-bottom-width: 0px !important; border-color: initial !important; border-left-width: 0px !important; border-right-width: 0px !important; border-style: initial !important; border-top-width: 0px !important;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">At least that's what they tell me.</span></span></sub></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"><br style="background-attachment: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: transparent !important; background-image: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; border-bottom-width: 0px !important; border-color: initial !important; border-left-width: 0px !important; border-right-width: 0px !important; border-style: initial !important; border-top-width: 0px !important;" /></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">If wellness is this,</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"><br style="background-attachment: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: transparent !important; background-image: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; border-bottom-width: 0px !important; border-color: initial !important; border-left-width: 0px !important; border-right-width: 0px !important; border-style: initial !important; border-top-width: 0px !important;" /></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">what in hell's name is sickness?</span></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>Tired...tired of being yelled at...tired of people expecting me to get out of their way...tired of people lying to me...tired of getting hurt...tired of remembering...tired of feeling like shit...tired of being told that I'm not good enough...tired of regretting...tired of this empty feeling that always seems to take over...tired of people killing each other...tired of people ripping each other apart with words...tired of people not caring...tired of wishing I was dead and gone...tired of constantly being reminded of my losses..tired of being asked why I'm this way...tired of feeling so alone...tired of trying my best to find a reason for my life...tired of being told that these scars will fade in time...tired because I know that's not true...these scars will never fade. I'll never be able to forget.</b></span></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #93c47d;">As I shiver<br />
in the predawn cold<br />
of early morning<br />
the pain of a hundred aches<br />
and the dryness of my eyes<br />
conspire<br />
to drag me down to a level<br />
where I am tired<br />
where I lust for sleep<br />
how I long for<br />
the soft grey rain<br />
to wash away those bitter hopes<br />
when sunrise comes and brings<br />
yet more things to be done</span></i></span> </b></span></span><br />
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<a href="http://www.chathour.com/chatroom/Oh_you_little...">http://www.chathour.com/chatroom/Oh_you_little...</a>Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-28729079655219732292010-11-12T12:24:00.000-08:002010-11-12T12:24:48.256-08:00tea party!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"><b>The tea party is tonight! do what you need to do and join us or forever regret missing it!</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #93c47d;"><b>in other news. i have been lying by not telling. ok not really but i have been posting about things that have nothing to do with weight loss. why you ask? because the fact that my life is just a never ending circle of eat lie weigh puke eat lie weigh puke, kills me inside. i am at the peek of my young life i should be out partying laughing and loving life. i'm not. i am a fat bloated lie of a teenage girl. i am depressed no manic no cry for attention no a liar. i am another hour for dr. pleasure to have to listen to lie. i am 1,500 calories three deferent therapy's 100 deferent lies and weigh ins ever wednesday. </b></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">last time i weighed in i didnt even tell you. why? because i cried when i saw the number. 105. i'm getting fatter, and its breaking my heart. my real weight is 103.08. still disgusting. i dont want to be fat again. it took me years of pain and lies and lost friendships to get this skinny. if i get fat i'll have nothing. i'll be fat ugly little girl with no friends and no hobbys. i wont be anything good. I am the skinny girl. and it scars me to think what i would be with out it.</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">i cried four time this week. </span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">i feel weird about saying this. i used to never cry. my family doesnt cry. </span></b><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"><b>i should be doing homework. i have a huge essay do monday(a day after my birthday). i only have one paragraph done. and i feel like cry because i know if i dont get it done i'll look like a failure to every one at the school. last year my teacher always told me i was her favorite student, i got treated special. this year she tolerates me, i can see in her eyes i am a disappointment. i am disgusting. </b></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">intake</span></b>:<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><b>B: tea(0) the rest was fed to the puppy</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><b>L squash soup(400) </b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;"><b>they days not over yet. </b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;"><b>i hope to see you all at tea tonight.</b></span><br />
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</span>Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-9228009594126616332010-11-09T23:41:00.000-08:002010-11-09T23:45:02.213-08:00cartoons<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;"><b>I'm watching Invader Zim. i love this show. it reminds me of Sunday morning curled up on the couch eating breakfast with daddy and not worrying about a thing. </b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;"><b>what happened to those days?</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;"><b>do you want to know what i did today? i started reading a book about Hiroshima. its about servivors and there accounts of the day and days after the bomb was dropped. its terrifying and sad. i started cry because i worried what would happen if that happened here.i started crying because my puppy and kitties would probably die. i sobbed for like and hour for all the animals that would die. i didnt once think about my family or friends(more like friend) </b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;"><b>does that mean i am heartless? i dont think so because i love those people...but i care for animals more? i dont know why. truthfully some times i feel like i dont know my self at all. </b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;"><b>i think i wanted to say something in this post but i cant remember. oh well. </b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"><b>B: 1 cup rice(200)</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"><b>L: 2 cups rice (400)</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"><b>D: squash soup(500) 2 p/ bread (200)</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;"><b>i actually threw most of my lunch and breakfast out my bedroom window.</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"> </span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">i should be doing homework. but i'm not, i'm too tired. well not really i'm just lying to my self. i've been fucking around on the computer all day and not doing anything. seriously i need to get a hobby i do nothing all day except obsess over calories, read, and sleep with the puppy. any ideas for hobby's? </span></b>Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-76100370650751504932010-11-08T16:11:00.000-08:002010-11-08T16:12:37.988-08:00tea party!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b><u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">You are invited to the super fun lovely bad ass tea party!!!</span></u></b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>TIME: 4p<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;">m(California ti</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace; line-height: 15px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace; line-height: 15px;">e) 12 </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace; line-height: 15px;">midnight G</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace; line-height: 15px;">M</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace; line-height: 15px;">T, 8</span>p<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;">m New York, and in Aussie its so</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace; line-height: 15px;">me ti</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;">me Saturday.</span></span></b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>on Friday nov. 12th(two days before </b></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace; line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>my b day :)</b></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">place</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">:<b style="font-size: x-large;"> </b></span></span></span><a href="http://www.chathour.com/chatroom/Oh_you_little..."><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">http://www.chathour.com/chatroom/Oh_you_little...</span></a><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">bring a cup of tea(or your preferred beverage) </span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;">you'll need to sign up </span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>@ </b></span></span><a href="http://www.chathour.com/chatroom/Oh_you_little..."><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>http://www.chathour.com/chatroom/Oh_you_little...</b></span></a><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;">then you need to go to- </span></b><a href="http://bitemebabyx.blogspot.com/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>http://bitemebabyx.blogspot.com/</b></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b> and leave a </b><span class="Apple-style-span"><b>comment</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;"><b> telling you user na</b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><b>m</b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>e</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"><b> </b></span></span></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;">it is a closed chat room so you need to leave your na</span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;">m</span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;">e that you create at </span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/profile/13553899410540495682" style="font-size: 12px; font-weight: bold; text-decoration: underline;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">K</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"> </span></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">'s </span></span></b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; color: #6aa84f; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><b>blog or you wont be able to get in! once you are invited, witch </b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/profile/13553899410540495682" style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: underline;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">K</span></a></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; color: #6aa84f; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><b> will do, you can use the chat </b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;"><b>room as </b></span></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;">much as you want. We would like to do this ever week so we can really get to know each other! so please join us and have tea.</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">I hope to see you all! and please post this to your blog so we can have a huge tea party!!!!!! </span></span></span></b><br />
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<a href="http://www.chathour.com/chatroom/Oh_you_little..."></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">In other news! well nothing really i havent done anything today except school work and sleeping, and of course i've been reading all your lovely blogs!</span></b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">B: 1 cup of rice(200) the rest i threw away </span></b></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">L: 2 cup of rice(400) and a little chop suey(100)</span></b></span></span><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">D: ho</span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">m</span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">e made veggie enchilada(800)</span></span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">total cal intake 1,500</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">so ya i have to be careful of feeding the puppy </span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">my food or he'll end up really fat. and ya so i'll probably only eat half the enchilada because </span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">my parents are busy tonight so they wont be paying to </span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"> </span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">much attention. </span></span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"></span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">well good bye for now lovelys and dont forget to sign up at chathour.co</span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">m and send K a </span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">message! </span></span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"></span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">lots of love S xoxo </span></span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, FreeMono, monospace; line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"> </span></span>Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-57843489873135637342010-11-07T17:22:00.000-08:002010-11-07T18:08:48.649-08:00will you kill me?ya i fucking wish i was died.<br />
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so yesterday i went to a fa<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">mily birthday party for </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">y little cousin who is only 10, shes like the cutes thing ever. anywho i over heard her telling a friend she wants to start on a diet. what the fuck? i had to bite </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">y lip to stop fro</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;"> sobing. shes 10!!! and shes nothing but bones as it is! why would she want to diet? so then i got it in </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">y </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">ind that it was </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">y fauly(it is) so when we ate i sat next to her and had 4 pieces of pizza and ice crea</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;"> and buffalo wings(at leat 3,000 cal) and i kept giving her food. but then when we left i sat in the bathroo</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;"> sobbing and puking </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">y guts out. i puked untill nothing but yellow watery stuff ca</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">e up. and then i puked so</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">e </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">ore. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">no wonder </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">y cousin felt fat and wanted to diet. i a</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;"> a horrible role </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">model</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">i wont ever have kids util this sickness is gone! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">so then i thought </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">maybe i should try to get better(?)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">now i a</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;"> so confused i dont know what i want to do. i want to die! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">yesterdays cal intake</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">B: none(fed it to the puppy)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">L: 4 pieces of pizza(2,000) rounded up</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">D: 3 buffalo wings(210)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">S: 1 scoop of ice crea</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m(600) rounded up</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">total cal 2,810</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">todays cal intake </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">B: persimmon(20) the rest i fed to the puppy</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">L: persi</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">mon(20) left over chop suey(400) rice(200)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">D: i haven had it yet... i hope its s</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">mall</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">total cal intake 640</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">and i went to the gy</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m for an hour to day</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">1 hour on </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">treadmill at 12 speed (300) </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">run to gy</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m(50) run ho</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">me(50)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">then i did 2 hours of zu</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">mba and ti boa (300) i dont really know </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">also </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/profile/13553899410540495682" rel="nofollow" style="color: #cc6600; text-decoration: underline;">K</a> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;"> i love you</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">your so s</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">art and cool and your blog is so bad ass. you idea is aweso</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman', 'new york', times, serif;">me! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">so I've decided to celebrate </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">my new tea by</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"> to have a tea party. At eight tonight i a</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m having a cup of tea and please ladys join </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">e so we can have a huge world wide tea party! i've decided on eight because that and 11:30 are when i always have cravings, so this way i can stop a binge and feel closer to all </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">y lovely friends! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">anywho besides getting new tea today i did well.... absolutely nothing. when i woke up it was poring out side and cold so instead of getting up i simply slept in, until 11:00. then i got up and took a scolding bath and read Tempted the 6th book in the house of night seres, which by the way i love those books! i cant wait to read the next one. then for the rest of the day i drank tea read blogs and snuggled with the two trouble makers. and i ate and ate and ate. ok not really but still i feel so full</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">ok so i told </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">my dad i cooked two eggs and i cooked two pieces of bread so thats why it is under. but really i only cooked one and fed the bread to the pup and all the eggs. i only took a bite, so it </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">more like 1,213</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">lots of love S xoxo oh ya go to this blog its wonderful </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">ti</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">me zone proble</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m! so i didnt think of the ti</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">me zone thing soooo lets all drink tea tonight doesnt </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">matter what ti</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">me, soooo when you read this get a cup of tea! i'll be drinking it all night so we can drink </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">together</span></span><br />
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</span></span>Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-65559142184535699252010-11-04T21:54:00.000-07:002010-11-04T21:54:57.016-07:00second post of the daygod that sad.i feel like this <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span>akes <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span>e a total loser. i <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span>ean really two post! but the last one wasnt a real post so i guess i dont need to count it.<br />
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anywho. so i weighed in last night, and it was nerve racking. but the results wear good(not for <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">me). i ended up sewing in two rods equaling one pound and guzzled down 3 bottles of water, by the way doing this is very unpleasant. but the scale said 103. success! </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">y parents now believe i a</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"> "getting healthy" ha! i laugh at you for being so fullish(again). i would like to point out this isn't </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">y first ti</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">e going through this so called treatment. you'd think </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">y parents would have figured out that force feeding </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">e isnt going to fix anything. silly silly old people, ok they arent that old but still. After everyone went to bed i got </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">y very accurate very expensive scale out(hiding in the garage) and weighed </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">y self in the nude. 100.4. can you say yuk. but i will cope at least until the attention is taken off </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">e. i give it 3 months, then either </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">y parents will stop being so persistent or </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">y brother wil do something stupid to grab thier attention. so do you want to know how dirty i a</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">? how naughty and disgusting? </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">so first off i got away with no lunch because cow had gone missing for like a week then like around 12ish she showed up by crashing into </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">y bedroo</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"> window! so we wear all excited and distracted. thank you cow! and horay! i got a few cals under what i was supposed to eat. sadly it still about 1,000 cals over what i would have liked to eat. i snuk in an extra 15 minutes of exercise, i lied to </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">y dad and said the puppy got away fro</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">e and i had to chase hi</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"> down(i'</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"> a filthy liar) and yet i didnt feel at all guilty about it. i got a 30 minute run in today + i did silent workouts in </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">y roo</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"> this afternoon. i feel good...ish. i still ate like a fucking pig! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">they say a person never changes. in </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">y case it see</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">s to be true. last ti</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">e i went through this hell i did the sa</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">e things i'</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">doing now. and last ti</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">e </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">y parents wear clueless, and they defanintly havent changed. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">well i guess its off to do god knows what with </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">y gobs of useless time. i really need a hobby or something.</span></span><br />
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</span></span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">i'</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;"> saving </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">y gy</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;"> work out for friday so i ran for only 15 </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">inutes. i'</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;"> disgusting. then i did yoga for and hour in </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">y roo</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">, and i did </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">y zuba work out and i found an old ti boa video. its very fun! so i'll be doing that for the rest of the week. hopefully i'll burn at least so</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">e of this nast fat!</span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">weigh in is tonight. i'</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"> dredging it, but i </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">ay have saved </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">y self! i found these little half pound rod things at the store. i'</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;"> planning on sewing the</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;"> into </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">y robe and bra! ha! to you parents i will apear to be fat but i will still be nice and little! also i think i can gain at least 1 pound in water if i continue drinking it. i've had 8 bottle of water today, and i plan on downing two rite before wiegh in. please tell </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">e if you can think of anyother way to fake wieght gain. </span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">thanksgiving is </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">coming up, and i will be expected to go to both grandparents houses, </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">y sisters house, both sets of aunt and uncles, and of course </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">y own house. personally i think i shouldnt have to celebrate this holady seeing as </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">y </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">others side of the family is indian and we're really only celebrating the genocide of our people. i tried this excuse last year and sadly it failed. this year i will be stuffed untill </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">y see</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">s are ready to burst. if only they would and all the nast stuffing would spill out. i'd weigh nothing, i'd be an empty casing of a girl. a girl can only drea</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">. </span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">sorry i'</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;"> drugged up rite now so </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">y </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">ind is babbling nonsence at </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">e. </span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">well its ti</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">e to go spew lies at Dr. pleasure, wish </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">m</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">e luck and hope he's as gullible as the last one</span></span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">lots of love S xoxo</span></span></div>Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-50786196709169068372010-11-03T00:01:00.000-07:002010-11-03T00:01:10.505-07:00wowi havent been on in ages i miss all you girls so much! and i've been thinking of you guys every day. so do you want to now what has happened sense i last posted?<br />
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1. got so sick i was actually puking up blood<br />
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2. my parents took me to the hospital<br />
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3. Oh my god! i was 97.6 pounds!!!!!!!!!!(i was silently cheering!!)<br />
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4. i was stuffed full of drugs and fat.<br />
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5 i weighed 100 pounds and was let out of the hospital<br />
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6 i went to a two week treatment( how could two weeks ever help someone)<br />
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7 i got out of hell and entered hell at home<br />
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i now have meal plans, i get weighed everyday and once again, my life has been taken out of my hands. Some old man who calls him self an expert is in control of everything i do. the few friends i still had, have stopped talking to me. at this moment i can truthfully only count one friend. i am so drugged i cant find the motivation to do anything. it has taken me three days to finally type this.<br />
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i am taking<br />
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zoloft (2x)<br />
paxil(1x)<br />
lexapro(2x)<br />
cymbalta(1X)<br />
lunesta(1x)<br />
clonaepam(1x)<br />
requip(6x)<br />
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ya its a lot and they make me into a zombie. on top of the meds i have to go two a nutritionist 2 times a week, and a therapist 3 time a week, family therapy once a week, and group therapy once every other week. Everyone is telling me i shouldn't blog or read blogs anymore, but seriously blogger is the only thing keeping me alive right now.<br />
so guess how much cals i have to eat every day. <b style="color: red; font-size: x-large;">1,500!!! </b>ya i know its disgusting, also i can only go to the gym once a week for 1 hour!!!! that is so not healthy. and i can only take my dog on a 15 minute walk!<br />
to say i want to go to sleep and not wake up(i dont want you guys to think i'm suicidle so i wont say die) is an understaiten. i feel like i'm in prison. oh and i forgot i have to be up to 105 pounds in 3 wees or my parents are guna lock me up for 90 days!<br />
so i should be disgustingly fat by my birthday, wich is in 12 days. all i want is to be alowed to eat under 300 cals. but instead of preasents i get to be fat and make up all my missed school work. fun.<br />
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love you girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
xoxo SShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-4433876472948122452010-10-06T19:56:00.000-07:002010-10-06T19:56:14.313-07:00sickya thats pretty much all thats going on. i can barely get out of bed..well except to puke my guts out. it sucks. sorry girls but i really don't feel like typing anything. i havent eating really.<br />
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yesterdays intake:<br />
2 cups of meso broth (eaten through out day) (96)<br />
green tea(5)<br />
tummy tea w/ honey(10)<br />
throat tea(5)<br />
green tea(5)<br />
and immense amounts of water!<br />
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total cal intake: 121<br />
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todays intake<br />
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2 cups of homemade chicken broth eaten through out the day (200)<br />
chamomile tea(2)<br />
chamomile tea w/ honey(5)<br />
tummy tea w/ honey(10)<br />
1/2 a lemon cucumber(0)<br />
1 strawberry (2)<br />
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total cal intake: 219<br />
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my dad made chicken broth for me. i love him. its a little high on calories but thats ok sense i'm sick. and it tastes amazing. ya so i really haven't done anything but laid around. i've been reading everyones blogs. sorry if i havent commented though. i haven't been working out, but i'm puking up pretty much all my food, so none of those cals stay in me for long. ugh so ya. love all you guys for the comments and hi to all the new followers. i think i've followed everyones blog but i mite have missed some so please tell me if i haven't i love finding new blogs to read!<br />
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lots of love S xoxo<br />
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p.s does anyone have any type of thinspo they'd like to see?<br />
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thinspo: real girl<br />
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i love you all!<br />
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lots of love S xoxoShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-59643082156461410172010-10-04T14:33:00.000-07:002010-10-04T14:33:29.300-07:00shity fuck fuck shitok so i know i just posted but ya isla lynn just put a really bad idea into my head, really really bad. she suggested that maybe i'm sick because i'm pregnant ! wtf. ok i'm having a bit of a freak out.<br />
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1. i haven't had my period this month! i thought it was because of my weight! fuck me<br />
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2. i had sex! fuck me<br />
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3. i mite have forgotten to take the pill! fuck me<br />
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4. i'm sick(throwing up)<br />
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5 the smell of food is making me sick.<br />
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shit i'm seriously freaking out. ok i'm going to the store. and i'm getting a test, no i'm buying all the testes they have! fuck me fuck me.<br />
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please let me not be pregnant. ok i'm going now. wish me luckShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-62689303511474260762010-10-04T14:11:00.000-07:002010-10-04T14:11:01.933-07:00A new dayToday i woke up with a bloody nose! i don't know why but my bed was covered in blood and my nose was gushing! it totally sucked. luckily it stopped pretty quickly. so today so far has not been fun at all. i am sick, i threw up and i have a fever. i'm drinking orange juice and tea, and i' sleeping on the couch. its probably the stress.<br />
my mom wants me to go to the doctors. i wont be going. i know if anyone sees my weight they'll freak. i'll be shoved into treatment and i really don't want that. so no doctors for me. i'll just take it easy this week. sleeping and vitamins. also i'll be trying to eat. not too much, i just want to take it easy on my body. today i tried to eat but my body didn't want to do what i told it to do.<br />
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1/2 a cup of meso broth(24)<br />
peppermint tea(5)<br />
green tea(5)<br />
1 cup of orange juice(113) but more like 50 cal because i only drank a little<br />
green tea(5)<br />
1/2 cup of meso broth(24) 5, 2 inch pieces of seaweed (5)<br />
2 strawberries (8)<br />
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total cal=126<br />
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i'll be drinking a lot more tea so the cal intake will be going up.<br />
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thank you girls for all your lovely comments i love to read what you have to say<br />
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stay strong and safe lots of love S xoxo<br />
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thinspo: legs<br />
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i finished the second book in the house of night series.it was pretty good, but really predictable. i don't know if i'll read the third book.<br />
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i'm sitting here trying to write a nice long post, but i just can't seem to do it. the only way i can explain it is i'm tired. my body is. i think its because i'm getting sick. today when my parents were eating dinner i almost threw up just from the smell. it was horrible. i really hope i'm not getting the flew. i hate getting sick.<br />
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so tomorrow i'll be taking it easy so i wont get sick. i'll be sleeping in, drinking tea and taking vitamins. so hopefully i'll feel better. so ya i can't think of anything ells to say so i'll just be showing some thinspo<br />
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love you girls stay strong and safe<br />
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thinspo: tummy!<br />
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EW! do you see those nasty stretch marks! ew ew ew.Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-18375423969361047762010-10-02T19:21:00.000-07:002010-10-02T19:26:40.437-07:00strange day i had a really nice morning today. last night i went to my sisters house. she lives like 10 ft from the river, so this morning i went for a swim at 5 in the morning. it was so peaceful and relaxing. then i went swimming again in the afternoon. me and my sister had a picnic next to the river. i only had. 2 lemon cucumbers(4) 5 strawberries(20) 5 grapes(20) 1/2 an avocado(30) 5 cherry tomatoes(15) 1 boiled egg(50). total cal=139<br />
not as low as i would have liked, but it wasn't horrible. And i had a lot of fun with my sister. i got home at 3:30ish. and all hell broke loose. my dad and brother where yelling at each other my mom was crying, and i turned around and left the house. instead of dealing with whatever was going on in there i went to the gym for 3 hours.<br />
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<u><b>work out:</b></u><br />
<div>1 hour runing inclined(800)</div><div>30 minutes biking(400)</div><div>30 minutes yoga(around 300???)</div><div>1 hour jog up hill(600)</div><div><br />
</div><div><b>total cal burned: </b>2100 </div><div><br />
</div><div>then i went home to find out my brother had been caught with coke! again! while hes on probation. god hes such a dumb ass. so now hes going back to court. and hes probably going back to juvenile hall , and my life will be forced to revolve around him yet again. fuck you brother! hes almost eighteen he can't keep being stupid like this. really. my moms crying and my dads pissed, so i'm hiding in my room. i'll be doing insane workouts for the next few days, working out always helps me deal with stress. i just got done doing 100 sit ups.</div><div><br />
</div><div>my dads yelling for me. i really don't want to deal with his shit. but alas hes my dad so i have too. by my lovelies. stay strong! </div><div><br />
</div><div>lots of love S</div><div><br />
</div><div>THINSPO: underwear! how do you want to look for that special someone? </div><div><br />
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</div><div>EWWW! she does not need that whipped cream! eww </div>Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-78954909351379863792010-10-01T12:18:00.000-07:002010-10-01T18:00:58.368-07:00I HATE YOU!I HATE YOU STUPID ASS OF A DAD! god really i hate you. i'm currently hiding in my room from the evil binge monster. because as it so happens there is a burger and sweets sitting on the table for me rite now! and if i haven't told you guys i suffer from a serious sweet tooth. when i was little i used to sneak into the kitchen and eat spoonfuls of sugar. and rite now on that evil table theres a bag of candy, two cupcakes(red velvet) homemade, pumpkin pie(all homemade!!) and a cheese burger with bacon and fries, also sweet tea! really dad fuck you really! i just had to wake up to this. i want to die. ok calm down. breath, breath, breath. i don't need them i'm going to calmly walk into the kitchen and make a cup of warm green tea(5) then i'm going into the bathroom and starting a warm bath. i'll read and do school work, then i'll walk to the gym and work out until i wanna pass out. then i'll work out some more! so when i get home i'll just fall on my bed and sleep. ok thats my plan and thats what i'll do! i dont need food i need exercise thats all. i will not gain. i will not gain. i will not gain!!!! ok breath i have successfully calmed myself down.<br />
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i have 25 followers now! whoohoo! i feel blessed really i love all you girls, you help me get out of bed in the morning. stay strong lovely lady's you can do anything you put your mind to.<br />
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again how do you want to look in your costume?Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-61290055617099546822010-09-30T21:15:00.000-07:002010-09-30T21:18:32.131-07:00i don't need some one telling me how i feel!!!I really hate when people preach at me. If i was miserable and hated myself i'd get help. but i don't, so i don't need people telling me i need to seek god. so fuck you miss. i have enough people telling me i'm miserable. well guess what i'm not. sure i get depressed sometimes, but hey its not because i hate myself its because i have insomnia. and my god never scares me into doing what he wants. my god just want me to be happy and kind to others. so again fuck off.<br />
ok sorry, about the rant. i hate when people try to push there beliefs on me. and i hate it even more when people try to tell me how i feel. I KNOW HOW I FEEL THERE MY FEELINGS!!! shit.<br />
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EWWWWWWW. that is so nasty, i really wana throw up rite now. i wont be eating anytime soonShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4390047993872871553.post-71454265089469018622010-09-29T22:02:00.000-07:002010-09-29T22:02:29.896-07:00god i feel great! 99.5 pounds!!!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhz2JER_GnSIR_I1VYNJqnrxXbP0prVGRieUY6RNpUtnJsqmYx7okEmoI0Zod7t3QNg1INdtYoWhektMR-vi8IsOY7VnlQA1nB_yUMUPuSqhmFdl2_2VeDB2lJWosHDUHi8dP5uCwuJNzs/s1600/arm.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhz2JER_GnSIR_I1VYNJqnrxXbP0prVGRieUY6RNpUtnJsqmYx7okEmoI0Zod7t3QNg1INdtYoWhektMR-vi8IsOY7VnlQA1nB_yUMUPuSqhmFdl2_2VeDB2lJWosHDUHi8dP5uCwuJNzs/s320/arm.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><b>99.5 POUNDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><b>DOUBLE DIGIT! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THE NUMBER</b></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><b>I HAVE TO THANK ALL YOU GIRLS FOR ALL YOUR GREAT INSPIRATION!!! </b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><b>I'M SOOO HAPPY!</b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><b>DO YOU WANNA SEE PICS? </b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><b>I THINK I'M GONNA TAKE SOME TONIGHT </b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><b>SO IF YOU DO JUST SAY AND I'LL TAKE SOME </b></span></span>Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08373473977349153924noreply@blogger.com3