disgusting

hey guess what?

i'm a cow

an ugly fatty

a pig

an obese whale

i don't deserve to have a mouth

i should sew my own mouth shut

i should cut the fat of my thighs with a stake knife!!!!

theres nothing good about me

all i am is fat and a stupid calorie counter for a brain

i'm disgusting!

i binged....bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad
i ate around 1000 calories and now i'm paying for it.

in case you didn't know when you eat under 150 cal for a long time then stuff your face your body's gonna be mad!

i have raging diarrhea( i know ewww but its true)

my stomach hurts too and i cant stop purging

my throats raw and my face is puffy

i'm just throwing up water and stomach acid so i know theres nothing left but i cant stop myself i feel so dirty and nasty

i want to step in front of oncoming traffic

i wont be eating tomorrow or the next day

who knows i mite not ever eat again

i mite just stop eating forever and die

i deserve to die

i'm disgusting

i hate everything about myself