i caught a glimpse of my self naked in my mirror. it was treacherous. really it was so bad.

i think i mite have new addiction. shopping online. i bought a shit load of stuff online...i charged it to victors card..hes gonna be pissed, yet i cant find it in my self to care...at all. and anyways i deserve it hes an ass that no one but me would put up with..so he should be happy i do..ass

on another note i ate a bit today. i had:

two lemon cucumbers
a piece of toast
five carrot sticks and a few cheerios dry

i'm a pig. how will i start to lose weight when i'm such a pig.i'm a big ugly pig mcpig. really fat and nasty.

i'm at 106..i hope its water weight.
 B: green tea(5)
L: half lemon cucumber green tea(6)
S: green tea half lemon cucumber(6)
D:1 cup meso broth(50) 3 cubes of tofu in soup(15)
total 82
workout
1 hour of fast running up hill-400
20 minutes elliptical-100
30 minutes walk to gym and back-50
550 cal burned

i'll be doing this tell next Wednesday

so anywho bye for now
xoxo S