my hands wont stop shaking, im not sure why. and my eyes refuse to focus for more than a few seconds at a time.
i cant stop think of the lady!! ha the lady my old boyfriend used to call it that...when i first started i would just call it heroin, but after you really start to use. when you really start to get to know the drug it develops a personality(much like anorexia thus the name ana) so i started calling it the lady as well. anywho getting off track. i miss my sweet evil lady so much!
i miss how every noise sounds like it coming threw a tunnel.
i miss how i feel like i'm watching a movie when really i'm just watching people
i miss the way my body tingles
i miss the feeling rite after you sniff the lady
i miss the way it feels when someone touches you
i miss the way it makes me feel beautiful!
i miss her so bad!
ok now i'm rabaling so i'll say goodnight
p.s my j key is all fucked up and i have to smash it like a million time for it to work! its super frustrating..but it is kinda my fault for spilling tea on the computer oops