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Monday, October 4, 2010

shity fuck fuck shit

ok so i know i just posted but ya isla lynn just put a really bad idea into my head, really really bad. she suggested that maybe i'm sick because i'm pregnant ! wtf. ok i'm having a bit of a freak out.

1. i haven't had my period this month! i thought it was because of my weight! fuck me

2. i had sex! fuck me

3. i mite have forgotten to take the pill! fuck me

4. i'm sick(throwing up)

5 the smell of food is making me sick.

FUCK ME! FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK ME!


shit i'm seriously freaking out. ok i'm going to the store. and i'm getting a test, no i'm buying all the testes they have! fuck me fuck me.


please let me not be pregnant. ok i'm going now. wish me luck

6 comments:

  1. im crossing my fingers for you! x

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  2. hey darling i hope you're ok im here for support - all my fingers and toes will be crossed for you!
    lovelovelove you

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  3. good luck hun!!! hope it's not what it seems xx

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  4. I'm sorry hun, it was just a thought...

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  5. stop! wait! breathe!
    i ove Isla, but i dont think those symptoms realy sounded lik preggers...plus one of her friends just had a prgenancy scare false alarm?
    :/
    it may be too early to buy a test!
    and your weight is really low...i think you should wait a couple days then drink a bunch of water and go see a doc to find out if you are. thats the best way.
    th hormonal imbalance in yur system might throw the test off a bit!!

    stay calm hun.
    luv ya.
    xooxox!

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  6. lool repeatedly saying 'fuck me' doesnt really help. :P
    and hun, dont worry, just stay calm, its probably just because of low intake.
    doesnt it take like a few weeks to feel morning/pregnancy sickness? (i dunno) :/

    all the luck babe :)xxx

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