"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
Marilyn Monroe

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Sunday, October 3, 2010

tired and gloomy

i'm really tired, i couldn't sleep at all last night. why is it when i most need my sleeping meds they seem to not work? so today i mostly just laid around and slept. but luckily i was feeling a little ill so i didn't feel the need to eat! i only had some juice(50 cal) i didn't exercise though, i was to tired. the whole day my family was arguing and yelling. i hate when shit like this happens.
i finished the second book in the house of night series.it was pretty good, but really predictable. i don't know if i'll read the third book.

i'm sitting here trying to write a nice long post, but i just can't seem to do it. the only way i can explain it is i'm tired. my body is. i think its because i'm getting sick. today when my parents were eating dinner i almost threw up   just from the smell. it was horrible. i really hope i'm not getting the flew. i hate getting sick.

so tomorrow i'll be taking it easy so i wont get sick. i'll be sleeping in, drinking tea and taking vitamins. so hopefully i'll feel better. so ya i can't think of anything ells to say so i'll just be showing some thinspo

love you girls stay strong and safe

thinspo: tummy!

EW! do you see those nasty stretch marks! ew ew ew.


  1. I'm sorry you couldn't sleep. So I'm scrolling through the lovely thinspo you posted and then BAM those two images at the bottom took me by surprise. I definitely laughed and was grossed out at the same time, haha.

  2. i looove the thinspo, esp the sixth one with the white booty shorts!
    stay positive hun!
    love ya!

  3. hope you aren't getting sick! feel better soon!

    love the tummy thinspo. wish my stomach looked like that! soon...


  4. stay strong pretty girl and feel better soon. i love your reverse thinspo...always makes me feel ill haha

  5. inspiring photos!!
    get well soon, get a long sleep too :)
    -and don't get sick!

  6. Brilliant thinspo! :)
    Hope you don't get sick, gorgeous.

  7. love the one with the tat and belly ring! I want my belly pirced soso bad.. Maybe drink some orange juice lovely, give your immune system a little boost :) I hope you get better!

  8. Oh no! Girl, is there any possibility you could be pregnant? Sometimes sharpening scents of some foods that make you want to throw up is a sure sign. You might want to look into that if you're "sexually active". Oh God, now I sound like my mother!

    You're a star. Keep on shining.

  9. I've read the house of night books aswell! Yes, they are a bit predictable, but I would recommend you to go on reading. It's actually pretty good, I think.
    Vitamins sound like a good thing for you. Take care of yourself.
    Loads of love,

  10. @ isla lynn
    holy shit i never though about that!!! wtf. ok so i haven't had my period, but i thought it was because i was down on my weight! shit fuck shit. and yes i am sexually active. wtf. shit fucky shit shit