"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
Marilyn Monroe

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Thursday, November 4, 2010


51 follower!? how did this happen? while i was away wallowing in self hate and self pity i racked up the followers. how strange. but now i'm wondering how many of them read this silly blog? the same people always comment, i love you girls. yet now that i have all of the follower i feel all alone. i feel sad and pathetic. i feel as if i'm in a prison of depression, locked up by drugs and therapy. well i guess i don't really having anything ells to say but this rambling nonsense. so hello to the new followers, comment so i can follow your blog. stay strong ladies and stay true to your self.

p.s i love you  K i love your blog and i always think of you, stay strong lovely and dont let the sadness in!


  1. I don't really think you just ramble, I actually really like your blog and you are an inspiration to me.
    I really hope you are doing okay. But you will get out of this situation and it will be better then. And, girl, you weighed 170 freaking pounds once, so don't feel like you are awfully fat at 100 pounds!
    Believe in yourself. I wish you all the best.

  2. Thank you sweety <3 Made me smile when I saw the mention ^^ Luvoo!

    But yeah, I used to be one of those folk who never commented on anything ever 'cause the idea freaked me out. Omnomnom social anxiety - apparently it transcends to the internet! Even now it freaks me out in case I offend somebody or something xD So I guess my point is: chances are, the majority of people who're following you read the blog =] Because you're awesome, and gorgeous, and lovely, and sweet, and kind. And your writing is so /honest/ and so frank.

    Have I mentioned that I love you? 'Cause I do. Lovelovelove. <3

  3. I just found your blog and I love it. As long as you want to post, I'll be here to read <3

  4. You deserve all the followers so much. Your blog is so great, and you are too. I'm sure you look great at your weight right now. Thanks for your comment on my blog, it made me feel happy.


  5. don't feel alone! all of these people are following because they feel a connection with what you do here. not everyone will comment because they don't feel they have something to contribute, or they're embarrassed etc...but that doesn't mean they don't care. stay strong pretty girl x

  6. =) .. Okay, this takes a lot for me to say. You've been reading my blog and you may know that I don't do thinspo or pro-ana - I kind of used to actually - (although I haven't read much of your blog yet - just became a follower! and so I don't know if you are pro-ana yet or not). But.. I just wanted to say that I am very jealous of you - for being 100 pounds, for drinking so much tea and really nothing else, etc.... And just thought I'd also let you know that you're the first blogger I've said this to in a long time. Haha, I don't know if you should feel pleased or what! But yes =).

    .. and I'm having thoughts about doing that tea thing you're doing - I adore tea and have tons, I just don't drink it as often as I used to.