i dont deserve this torture.
i'm saving my gym work out for friday so i ran for only 15 minutes. i'm disgusting. then i did yoga for and hour in my room, and i did my zuba work out and i found an old ti boa video. its very fun! so i'll be doing that for the rest of the week. hopefully i'll burn at least some of this nast fat!
weigh in is tonight. i'm dredging it, but i may have saved my self! i found these little half pound rod things at the store. i'm planning on sewing them into my robe and bra! ha! to you parents i will apear to be fat but i will still be nice and little! also i think i can gain at least 1 pound in water if i continue drinking it. i've had 8 bottle of water today, and i plan on downing two rite before wiegh in. please tell me if you can think of anyother way to fake wieght gain.
thanksgiving is coming up, and i will be expected to go to both grandparents houses, my sisters house, both sets of aunt and uncles, and of course my own house. personally i think i shouldnt have to celebrate this holady seeing as my mothers side of the family is indian and we're really only celebrating the genocide of our people. i tried this excuse last year and sadly it failed. this year i will be stuffed untill my seems are ready to burst. if only they would and all the nast stuffing would spill out. i'd weigh nothing, i'd be an empty casing of a girl. a girl can only dream.
sorry i'm drugged up rite now so my mind is babbling nonsence at me.
well its time to go spew lies at Dr. pleasure, wish me luck and hope he's as gullible as the last one
lots of love S xoxo