i went swimming today with my friend and my brother! it was so fun. i love feeling weightless. my friend kept hitting on my brothers girlfriend. i know it petty but it made me jealous. shes totally gorges, shes tiny and skinny. shes healthy looking, and she has great boobs. i hate her for how she can look healthy and happy. why can't i be like that? why do i have to starve my self !! she is a bit chubby though... she weighs at least 15 more pounds than me.
i hate how mean i can be.
still not eating solids!!
only tea and broth......I'll be double digit soon.
1/4 cup meso broth(12)
walk to gym(25)
2 hour slow walk up hill(200)
my work out just about killed me!
i've been so tired lately i think i'll take my meds to night
thank you for all your nice comment. they really mean a lot to me
lots of love S