cows gone she ran outside about 30 minutes ago and she hasnt shown up. i'm hoping she'll come back i really wanted to keep her.
last night i went to the gym and sprained my ankle it really hurts!!
today has really just been all around bad. i ate way to much and i cant even work out to burn the cals. so guess what i did to get rid of the food? i purged and took laxys. i'm stupid. i keep looking at myself in the mirror, and i hate it i hate the way i look. i hate that i look sick, and i hate the way i look fat. i hate it.
so i was taking forever to rite this and cow showed up for food and water then she left again. yay
todays food intake:
B: the white of a hard boiled egg(15) green tea(5)=20
L: 1 cup of meso broth(48) 8 pieces of tofu(80) 1 cup of wild rice (164)=292
total cal 312
i'm a pig!!!
for dinner i' gonna try to have
1/4 cup of Campbell's chicken noodle soup(35)
2 1/2 lemon cucumbers (5)