random rambling

i had fun at my sister. she kept pestering me about my weight. no surprise there. I've started school so i probably wont post every day but i'll try. i was looking through my moms closet when i found my old cloths from when i was in 6th grade. i can almost fit into them! its super exciting....i barely slept in the last few days so i'm kinda scatter brained, so sorry if this post is all over the place. i have to go to the doctors tomorrow. i'm really not looking forward to it i know he'll just complain to me. i hate doctors. i hate how they try to tell me how i should feel, and what i should be doing. and i hate how they poke me with there cold gloves. last nigh i think i spent like an hour just sitting in front of the fridge looking into it. all i can think about is food lately. i hate it, i hate that i'm not normal some times....but i don't hate that i'm so thin i love it. i really want to binge rite now, i'm guna take my puppy on a walk instead hopefully that will help stop the binge. then i think i mite try to sleep a little bit.

todays food intake
B chamomile tea(2) lemon cucumber(2)
L chamomile tea(2) two strawberries(8)
for dinner i'll have
1 cup boiled zucchini(30) 1/2 boiled egg(25)
total cal 69