"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
Marilyn Monroe

low cal meals

Monday, September 13, 2010

random rambling

i had fun at my sister. she kept pestering me about my weight. no surprise there. I've started school so i probably wont post every day but i'll try. i was looking through my moms closet when i found my old cloths from when i was in 6th grade. i can almost fit into them! its super exciting....i barely slept in the last few days so i'm kinda scatter brained, so sorry if this post is all over the place. i have to go to the doctors tomorrow. i'm really not looking forward to it i know he'll just complain to me. i hate doctors. i hate how they try to tell me how i should feel, and what i should be doing. and i hate how they poke me with there cold gloves. last nigh i think i spent like an hour just sitting in front of the fridge looking into it. all i can think about is food lately. i hate it, i hate that i'm not normal some times....but i don't hate that i'm so thin i love it. i really want to binge rite now, i'm guna take my puppy on a walk instead hopefully that will help stop the binge. then i think i mite try to sleep a little bit.

todays food intake
B chamomile tea(2) lemon cucumber(2)
L chamomile tea(2) two strawberries(8)
for dinner i'll have
1 cup boiled zucchini(30) 1/2 boiled egg(25)
total cal 69


  1. DON'T BINGE. It doesn't help anything girl!! Don't put all that hard work to waste. Keep it up. XX Sarah

  2. thanks hun! i didnt! i slept for two hours instead! yay for me