"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
Marilyn Monroe

low cal meals

Friday, September 3, 2010

i woke up this morning to find out my puppy had gotten into one of those cheese packets they give you when you order pizza. thank parents for leaving that wear he could get it. my room was covered in white powder cheese!...

but luckily the rest of the day went much better! i barely ate to day! and i worked out a lot more than i had planned. last night i blacked out randomly. i'm not sure why. i mean i've gone ages without out eating and not blacked out. and i ate yesterday so i think it might have been because i was sick...i've started back up on my sleeping meds. i hate them because they make my apatite crazy, so i'll have to be extra strong. and i guess i can suppress it. and anyways i really need sleep. so i'm thinking i'll only take them when my insomnia gets really bad.

B: water(0)
L: water half lemon cucumber(1)
S: half lemon cucumber(1)
for dinner i'll have
1/2 a cup of meso broth(25) 2 cubes of tofu(10) i'm a pig for indulging in the tofu

my workout
walk to gym(25)
hour jog up hill(300)
walk home(25)


  1. i miss tofu. my mother doesn't believe in the stuff. she's more of a 'whatever has a fuckload of calories, i'll add salt to' kind of cook. woo. sounds like you're doing pretty well. stay strong, lovely.


  2. ya my mom used to cook like that but now she trying to be healthier