I really hate when people preach at me. If i was miserable and hated myself i'd get help. but i don't, so i don't need people telling me i need to seek god. so fuck you miss. i have enough people telling me i'm miserable. well guess what i'm not. sure i get depressed sometimes, but hey its not because i hate myself its because i have insomnia. and my god never scares me into doing what he wants. my god just want me to be happy and kind to others. so again fuck off.
ok sorry, about the rant. i hate when people try to push there beliefs on me. and i hate it even more when people try to tell me how i feel. I KNOW HOW I FEEL THERE MY FEELINGS!!! shit.
so i totally failed the fast!
i ate today not much but still. i feel like a fatty.
a bite of cookie ice cream(like 5ish???)
and a bite of cookie dough(5ish??)
so like 15 calories
god i'm such a pig. a big fat piggaly wigally. a nasty fat ass. ok not really but still i will die if i gain. it took forever for me to lose this much weight! i need to stay down.
EWWWWWWW. that is so nasty, i really wana throw up rite now. i wont be eating anytime soon