i've decided the reason i'm so heavy is because its that time of the month. today i weigh 102....i hate when i flip flop like this. oh well. i smashed my finger in the car door today...it hurts really bad, it was all bloody, and now its swollen. but on the bright side i slept for 5 hours last night!!! i feel great.
i found one of my old food journals. it was weird reading the changes.
the first entry was July 5th '08: B green tea(5), L 2 strawberries(8), D 2 diet pills and a smoke (13cal)
that was rite before i went into treatment. then the last entry was January 3rd '09: B 2 scrambled eggs(140) two pieces of toast about (200) w/ butter=(340) L: 2 cups of white rice(320) a banana(100)=(420) D: steak(650) 1 cup mashed potatoes(250) about 2 cups of broccoli(100)=1000 total 1360
so i went from 13 calories in a day to over 1,000 in 6 months! that can not be good for my body. no wonder i gained like 40 pounds! and now i' back to under 200 a day... my body must be so messed up.