i doubt i was ever really going to do it. its just been one of those days.....well more like one of those weeks. i'm going to the doctors today so hopefully i'll be getting better sleeping meds. then hopefully i'll actually take them. my mom wants me to get different anti-depressants. fuck her. i'm sick of being pumped full of poison. i'm sick of becoming a zombie because my parents don't know how to handle there own child....my puppy's sick so i also have to go to the vets today....this week has been total shit! i'm tired, my puppy's sick, i binged, i purged, i thought about suicide. FML. oh well i'll try to make tomorrow a better day.
its totally cold out i'm huddled under a blanket and rapped in fluffy coats. i think its gonna rain..its turning into fall.