"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
Marilyn Monroe

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Friday, September 17, 2010

fall is here

thank you girls for your comments its nice to know someone cares.

i doubt i was ever really going to do it. its just been one of those days.....well more like one of those weeks. i'm going to the doctors today so hopefully i'll be getting better sleeping meds. then hopefully i'll actually take them. my mom wants me to get different anti-depressants. fuck her. i'm sick of being pumped full of poison. i'm sick of becoming a zombie because my parents don't know how to handle there own child....my puppy's sick so i also have to go to the vets today....this week has been total shit! i'm tired, my puppy's sick, i binged, i purged, i thought about suicide. FML. oh well i'll try to make tomorrow a better day.

its totally cold out i'm huddled under a blanket and rapped in fluffy coats. i think its gonna rain..its turning into fall.


  1. Autumn (or fall as you people over the other side of the world call it) is so pretty. i meant to reply the other day saying you could follow my diet but i accidentally posted it on another girls blog. silly me.
    anyway saty strong and im sure tomorrow will be a better day. Xo

  2. i'm sorry about your week :( i've had a shit one too. it could help coming up with something else as your 'escape' from the 'i hate my life' feelings...like whenever i'm in the worst mood ever i think about just jumping in my car and driving up to our family's bungalow on the coast and staying there forever..getting away from friends, family, food, uni etc. it has that same escape effect but it means you also get a chance to calm down, think about things and go back to your life :) feel better xx

  3. Hi, May the beautiful golden light of fall shine on you, and create a warm glow,to keep you snug and warm. cheers Marie

  4. Beautiful pictures!! I love fall :D

    Take care <3